Last week, I was extremely busy and stressful. Remember I
mentioned about the hospital treating my like a robot. If you can't remember, you are probably new to my blog site. That's OK. I will forgive you!! You can read it here.
For your information, I was no longer being treated like a robot, but like a GOD instead!!!!
It seems my misery is still never ending!!! Getting more and more busier. Last night I was covering the ward till 9.30 pm..yeah..technically till then but I was only able to go home after 10.30 pm. Remember, last week my pager was beeping every 5 minutes. Yesterday, it was beeping every 2 minutes, that's has been 3 minute earlier..this also means that I have 3 minutes less to spent with a patient...can you imagine getting paged 4 to 5 times over the same thing!!! Can't you guys just wait????......I was so sick of hearing the beeping sound...
SO.....
I decided to set it to vibrating mode...and it will only vibrate and not beep....a little better!!!
POOR ME!!!! Only managed to have my dinner at 11pm..you probably called it supper...but this is really my dinner!!!!!
No need to eat, No break, Not enough sleep, working...working...and...working!!!!
No wonder I was treated like a GOD!!!!
If you have advanced yourself from being paged every 5 minutes (i.e a robot) to practically every 2 minutes, you are practically being GOD, and the patient being cared by you also thinks that you are GOD. And the misperception continues, thinking that you can do miracle all the time by both patients and nurses!!!!
I am contradicting myself today....really banging my head hard on the wall!!! As my saying goes "Life is full of miracle, life is also full of shet!!! And this is happening to me right now!!"
Please...I am no GOD!!! Don't treat me like one!!!
PS: Even my patient laughed at me coz my pager vibrate 4 times while I was putting a peripheral line in. "The hospital wants you again, hahaha....yeah right??"
Any thoughts of being a GOD!!!
(PS: I never thought of one. But I was treated like one!!!!)
YESS!! Heaps!!!
1. You are never one, will never be one, so stop dreaming of becoming one!!!
2. You will suffer if you try to become one!!
3. Your patient will suffer if you decide to become one!!
4. Your team will suffer if you still dreaming of becoming one!!
SO...
If you are still being treated like one, stop dreaming about it, COZ you will never become one!!!!
Be practical, Be down to earth....
Be yourself!!!
